Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!!

Hey Sweetie,

If you're reading this - then yeah :P Its already the 14th of Feb. Happy valentine's day darling!
I know you think that I don't care about Valentine's day - that I think that its a corporate mafia that has created the day to control people and take our money :) :)

I still feel that! :) :)

But I realized, really early on - that it mattered to you. And in relative fashion, it matters to me. Am I romantic? Hell no!  I can barely pull a thought out of my head that can be deemed romantic.

At the same time - do I love you? Absolutely. Completely. Hopelessly.

You're my darling, my love, my vaava-kutty. And if I could do all those things in the last few weeks just so that I could be romantic - 'just for you love', couldn't I do something for you for Valentine's day? Sure I could...

So here it is...<edited and removed> And I hope my adorable little kid sister did her bit and you got the chocolates too :) :)

I hope you like them both. Remember our conversation about the chocolates? Your favorite? I hope you like those too...

I wanted to say a few things to you sweetheart, you are not what I wanted in life but you're definitely what I needed. Being with you, thinking about you, remembering our conversations, sensing the way you feel about me. All makes me wonder how amazing it is that we are the way we are... Its almost magical.

It makes want to believe in things that I never did before... It makes we want to do things that I never wanted to do before... It makes me love in a way I never knew I could before... So darling, today - you're my Valentine. Next week, you'll be by Fiancé. Three months from now - you'll be my wife.

I'm going to love every moment of this journey and although I may not say it to you like I have today - Always remember. I love you. More than I could ever portray with a blog of all my IICs in the last 45 days :) :) :)

For ever and ever...

PS: This post is set to automatically publish itself at midnight on Feb 14th :P
PPS: Read the rest of the blog bottom up. Go down to the bottom - Jan 1 and read backwards to Jan 31 :P
PPS: Do I get some points? ;)